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paradiseTwo quirks haunt human nature. They are connected in a sick symbiosis, feeding off each other like the proverbial snakes gorging in mutual cannibalism. One quirk is the desire for paradise. The second is the demands of paranoia. One is a sweet sickness and the other sour.

The desire for paradise seems to be humanity’s default setting. We want to be happy. Indeed, in the land of the free and the home of the brave we are guaranteed “life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.” The problem is in our definition of happiness. True happiness is the result of self-discipline, hard work, a deep awareness that life has eternal significance, and adherence to a religion that vitalizes and makes real that awareness. Unfortunately, the desire for happiness too often takes a less traditional route and we are drawn into a multiplicity of false turnings, counterfeit bliss and twisted delights.

Our desire for paradise leads us to the wanton search for mere pleasure, and because it never really satisfies, the search for pleasure leads to addiction. Many are drawn to the illegal addictions of drugs or illicit sexuality. More are drawn to the legal and acceptable—even laudable—addictions of money, prestige, and power.

While individuals search for their own pleasure dome, others form groups that seek to build a paradise on earth. Seeking utopia–which literally means “nowhere”–they form ideologies, political parties, intellectual think tanks, and action groups. They campaign and protest. They electioneer and commandeer. They rally the troops and push the propaganda. They look for a brave new world and do not mind using the old cowardly methods to achieve it.

Worst of all are those who seek a religious utopia. Always looking for the perfect church, the ideal religious community or the completely correct theology or morality, they build little religious fortresses where all the people who are “good and right and true” can gather together to create a little sectarian paradise.

The problem is that the paradise is never achieved. There is always disappointment and a fly in the ointment. The search for pleasure ends in addiction instead of satisfaction, and the search for utopia ends in hypocrisy, tyranny, and terror. The panicked soul, realizing that paradise is unobtainable never blames himself, but always blames others, and this is where the other human failing begins to burgeon and bloom like a poisonous plant.

When it becomes obvious that Eden has a serpent, the garden has kudzu, and the paradise is polluted, the next logical step is to conclude that someone is to blame. The searcher for paradise will never blame himself, for if he were so realistic and humble as to blame himself for anything he would never have began to pursue a paradise in the first place. Not able to blame himself, and faced with the realization that his paradisiacal dream is a failure, he immediately searches for someone else to blame. Shifting from paradise to parasite he feeds on others with a growing paranoia.

The dream has become a disaster, and it must be someone’s fault! So the sad, sick searcher for paradise soon circles into a spiral of recrimination, accusation, and blame, and it really does not matter who they blame for the game is the same. “It is the Republicans’ fault. It is the Democrats’ fault. It is the white man’s fault. It is the black man’s fault. The poor are to blame. The rich are to blame. The Protestants are the problem. The Catholics are the curse. It is the fault of the young. It is the fault of the old. The Muslims are madmen. The immigrants are indigent. Women are wicked. Men are monsters.” You see how it goes.

Paradise and paranoia stand and struggle like two madmen strapped together back to back.

The answer to the problem is the reality and humility that comes with Christian faith. The first step in any pilgrimage with Christ is to repent. That is to say, “I am wrong. It is no one else’s fault but mine. It was me. What is wrong with the world? I am.” With that simple humility comes a clear-eyed apprehension that if I am in the midst of the wrong, then so is everyone else and if that is the case, then we are all to blame and there ain’t gonna be no paradise anytime soon. Indeed, the humble Christian happily admits, “We are citizens of another country. This world is not our home. We are just passing through.”

When these two realities are met, the person stops looking for paradise and ceases to be paranoid. And, this is the paradox of paradise and paranoia—that once this state of mind is reached there is a certain abiding peace, and in that peace the happiness once so desperately searched for just might be found.

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  1. The only thing I would add to this is – it’s not so much the person looking for paradise that causes trouble, but rather the one who seeks a *false* paradise. This drives at least 90% of left wing ideology. They want a false equality and false progress. The sad thing is, in addition to the direct damage they do, they also help to discredit those who want the true version of both, hence their endless sneering at American ideals, the Founders, Christianity, etc., which, of course, just promotes cynicism. After all, it’s easy to be a cynic when the new (false) idealists have failed and the old (true) ones slandered and debunked.

  2. “The answer to the problem is the reality and humility that comes with Christian faith. The first step in any pilgrimage with Christ is to repent.”

    But isn’t the Bible paranoid in blaming Satan?

    And Job had every reason to be paranoid when he was punished by God for no reason.

    And Jesus prophesied great violence that would lead to paradise on earth cleansed of all evildoers.
    Sounds utopian to me.

    And the lesson of Eden isn’t anti-utopian. Rather, it blames man for having lost the utopia given to him by God. So, utopia really did exist. But man lost it because he disobeyed God by seeking knowledge.

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